today, after school..i came home and realized i got burned by the sun. i was so eager to sleep..so then i was sort of resting and watching tv on my mom's bed...and realized...hey! i'm being a bum! i shud study...but i realized..my dad and his friend were downstairs..and wenever my dad is home..HE IS LOUD...loud itell you..so i'm like..hmm what alternates do i have..(i work in my dining hall bc the tables so big =)....yea so..the library is closed at 5 on fridays..hmmm..then DING* LET'S GO TO INDIGO ..hahaha..so i ask my mother to drive me to indigo near famous players in richmond hill...so yeah. i go and of course,,being the lois...that i am... i start reading magazines..har har har...wen i'm atually there to "study"...then i get bored of reading..so get a strawberry and creme freeze from starbucks..YUMMIE..i love leaf for introducing me to it =) it;'s my favourite non-caffeinated drink..hehehe..2nd to kids hotchoco =o lol..okay..then my sis ask..u wanan watcha movie..since it's like rite next to indigo..and i feel guilty..so i decid not to go with her and waste more money....but i was so tempted to watch it...monster-in-law..ill watch it with friends one day i guess...so yeah...so before she goes off to her movie...we go to kelseys to eat a chicken buffalo sandwich...yum...so that's like 8 i already..then i decide to start working...and here's the funny part....wen i ACUALLY get out my chem text and my hwk stuff.....and start working ..lalalal..all of a sudden..a kid screams...getting pretty annoyed..i look up..and WHAT DO I SEE.........omg..MS. TAUB..now THAT IS CALLED SAD....like what in the friggin chances do i see my chem teacher at indigo..wen i NEVER go to inidigo usually to STUDY.....so it was WAY TOO WEIRD...so i try not to look up..since i dto'n tintk she konws i'm like rite infront of her face...so i cover myself...by openign anotehr magazine..hahahahahaa...i didtn' want to say hi at indigo...while doing chemistry hwk..now that's called gay..HAHHAAH..so i jsut ignored her while she was reading a lovely story to her kid who kept screaming..LMAO... that was cute..cudtn' stop laughin...HAHAHHA..but it was SUCH an awkward moment.a.nd she was like sittnig there for 20 min..so yeah..didint' really get much hwk done today..hoepfully do it all tomr =) lol..what a funny day at indigo. i think i read at least 10 magazines today..yum.
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i can't wait till university. its gonna be a brand new beginning of my life. brand new friends, brand new school, brand new me. i just can't wait.. wanna get out of hs like NOW..it's not even funny anymore. i jsut feel trapped..conformed.. into a puny misunderstood world full of crap. i hate it. like i never hated school this much. but now, i say like whatever to everythign that happens..oh yay! i got a 60% on my test..WHATEVER..oh my friend hates me now..WHATEVER...i'm failing school. WHATEVER... i can't wait to make a new best friend! just can't wait! a random lottery system pickign my roommate for an entire year...woh* it's gonna be one amazing person i bet you. or even better...3 of them..if i decide to live in a suite style =)...just wanna start all over again. dto'n wanna room with ppl from uhs...jsut wanna forget teh past..forget highschool..and just move on...yup =)
life is all about moving on...it 's okay if the past hurts. it'll heal on it's own...if you only make an effort to move on...i just can't wait!
